So all day I have been thinking about how little willpower I have. I woke up this morning, dreading the thought of getting out of bed and taking the fourty mile drive to work where my eyes are half open and the cars perform acrobatics on the road. I realized that I have lost the drive to just be, and it sucks. A lot.
I wish to begin my diet, AGAIN, for like the one hundredth time and it seems that I only want to begin dieting once I have fed myself to the point of explosion. I’m not hungry anymore so I realize how important it is to diet, but then once I get hunger pains all of these genious ideas disappear. Its that willpower thing again. No matter what I do, I just cant hang on to it!
Tonight I will go to the grocery store and stock up on the usual healthy stuff and I am going to attempt my diet once again. Lets keep our fingers crossed 
Hey Holliewood,
Stop beating yourself up…it’s not going to help. Just make you feel like crap.
And that isn’t going to help the diet.
You can lose the weight if you want to. I have been helping a guy for the last 2 years, and he has gone from 525 (not a typo) lbs down to 291 as of yesterday.
It was a battle with him at first, but when the ball was rolling, there was no stopping him.
Now, he is worrying about losing too much weight and being skinny. Weird.